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# Permafrost
- URL: https://solivagant.me/permafrost/
- Published: 2026-11-04T17:27:58.000Z
- Updated: 2026-11-05T04:35:00.000Z
- Author: procaffeinated dope

There is haze that clouds an otherwise clear mirror on a clear winter day. 

My fixtures collect damage, my windows stay shut, for what would I do with all the dust they let in otherwise? 

I want to exhale. maybe gasp a bit. Let the room breathe, let the haze lift. But the air hardly cares, lets itself in and carries a scent.

I remember a long gone summer when the sun lent me warmth and kept my polish cloths dry. The mirrors shone, the air still and my breath deep. 

I shower and look for the sun. It’s distant and eclipsed and the wind howls Oh Won’t you let me in?